So yeah, I've had everyone messaging me again saying o write another blog because I haven't in a while... Sorry guys, I guess I've just been preoccupied since I last wrote... A lot has happened and I have a lot to update you on. Relationship status, holiday with the dad, back in school again, report card... Yeah, just a list of things I can think of at this moment in time!
Relationship status. Johannes and I broke up. I hate it. I miss him so much but I guess I have to move on, I blew it. We were together for 5 months and three weeks almost exactly. It kills me now, every time certain songs start playing on the radio, or when I hug Elise (his sister, also my best friend) and she smells like him... I have to force back the tears. However, they're all being really great about it and help me keep my mind off him.
The shock didn't hit me till a week after we broke up, Elise was talking about something funny he had done while we were in bad. I broke down right there and cried. Fortunately we were practising in the storage cupboard and There were only three of us in there. I was lucky that no one noticed. But that night I came home and cried till I fell asleep...
The holiday with dad was amazing! The week were away had possibly every kind of weather possible! Hail, rain, sun, sleet, cloudy... Everything but snow! During the trip we went down to Great Yarmouth twice. We ate a lot of junk food, went to the club on the site every night and spent A LOT of money on the dance machine... It was a great time, but i was very thankful to have a decent shower back when I got home! The ones on the site were exactly, hot? clean? powerful? Still, I'm going to miss taking the caravan out with my dad...
Back in school... Hm, was the first day back today and what can I say? I'm shattered! I had Art, Algebra 1 and PE. I used my seminar to finish off some art work. The result was amazing! I love the final piece. The colour scheme is red and black and the main theme is sign language and the study of the human hand. Its great. I drew my three initials. S.E.M. It looks amazing! Will have to post a picture at some point!
Report card. My parents love scaring me with this. "Sophie. We got your report card through the post today..." "Oh no... How bad is it...?" "You've been slacking. A-'s. Not good..." Thank heavens they were just joking! I have straight A's still! For three quarters straight and I love it! It makes me feel great because I can keep it up!
Some how I have managed to bruise my ribs. They hurt so much and I can't move in certain ways. The runny thing is, I have no idea how I managed to do it! They just hurt so much and if I touch them it has to be with ice otherwise I'm hunched over with pain. The only time they don't hurt is when I'm sat down, so luckily I'm okay during classes. Walking from class to class hurts bad though, and on the bus... Its horrible.
Thank you to everyone out there who reads this. I've had people I don't know messaging me, telling me that they love reading my blogs and I can put in words how happy this makes me! When I started writing it was just a little idea I got from watching a movie, but now that people actually read this, I feel its become a part of something. So, thanks guys! I will try to write as often as possible.
Love you guys!
Sophie Eleonore. xx
Hey wonderful wonderful blog! Really sorry that you 2 broke up ='( nearly made me cry just reminding me what it's almost like to loose the one I love the most. If you ever need to talk to someone about that sort of stuff just message me on Facebook or something =) people say I give good advice on that (not trying to brag lol this is YOUR blog) keep on writing! You have a wonderful gift.
ReplyDeleteOh Thank you so much! I will be sure to message you if I need some advice in the future!
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