I just waved goodbye to Elise and Johannes. They are leaving for Germany now and it feels like they are taking half of me with them. I cried for hours yesterday. Especially when they signed my yearbook. Elise and Yo were the only ones to make me cry. So far, they are the hardest goodbye.
Yo and I sat for ages yesterday just talking. I was crying, but we laughed. He told me things in that space of time which changed me. I couldn't believe it! Everything he told me was amazing! He kissed me. I missed him. So much. I had to steal a few more before he left because I love him. Not in the thrown-around-teen-'love'-way. But in a way that I will never, ever forget him. Nor, will I have what I had with him with anyone else. He pushed me to try new things. I loved all of them. Thank you Johannes W. for everything.
Elise... My best friend from the start. We had some rough times, but we could never stay mad longer than a few minutes. We have so many memories to share. Walking through Hinchingbrooke. Watching movies. Baking. Covering each others faces in mix. Eating sweets. Eating giant pretzels. Laughing at stupid things. Going to school dances. Neon Night! Cottilian! She looked beautiful at homecoming. Elise was there for me through thick and thin. I could cry to her. She could cry to me. I will see her again and they know I will. Thank you Elise W. for everything.
I'm going to try and sleep again now...
SophieEleonore. xx
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