Dang! I've done it again!

I'm so sorry everyone! I'm so caught up with everyone and busy I've just been not writing! I'm so sorry! I'm going to try to write even more as the plane leaves first thing Tuesday morning and I have to write as much as I can before then! I'm seeing everyone for 'the last time' catching up with old friends who I haven't seen in ages. Spending a bunch of time with the new friends, and trying to see my family like crazy! How am I going to fit all this in within the next 5 days?!

So tomorrow I'm planning on sleeping till late, get up, shower then at 11.30 I'm going to the school, hang with some friends, crash band class, then slowly wander back to TLF where I'm staying. This should put me at about 1.45. At 2, my buddy Jordan is coming down so we can hang out for the afternoon. Hopefully will be able to introduce him to some of my new American friends! I've wanted my Brits to meet my Yanks for so long! He is going to be the first one! Yeay for you Jord!

Friday I have nothing planned, but mum is going out and the boys will be at Download, so I'm home alone. Will probably stay out till late with the friends then go home, sleep till late, then Kennitta is coming down Saturday! Woop! (Hopefully. She is probably going to cancel and ruin my last weekend in glorious England, but... I have my hope up that she won't crush them so yeah... fingers crossed.) We will hang out around base too, hopefully she will meet some of my Americans! Gosh I'm using the word 'hopefully' a lot! Jesus!

Sunday Nan is coming round, and Monday I will hopefully (there I go again) get to see my dad for the last time. I hope I do and I hope I don't... I do because I really want to see him one last time before I go. And I don't because I know we will all cry. Frankly, I have had enough crying for one lifetime this past week and I want nothing more with it for a very long time. But I know I'm going to have to once more. Then it will take another week for me to get over it again. Hmm... I still miss Elise and Yo like crazy. I broke down crying again today, thankfully, no one was around so I got away with it.

How am I feeling about the move? SO EXCITED! BUZZING! OH MY GOD I'M IN LOVE WITH THE IDEA RIGHT NOW! Imagine a puppy having a hyper moment. Now imagine five puppies? Now, think of the Pacific ocean. Now comes the tricky part. Replace the pacific Oceans water, with excited puppies. That, sir, is how excited I am. Oh yes. Very!

I'm going back to Facebook now.

SophieEleonore. xx

No more tears.... Please (3.48am June 2)

I just waved goodbye to Elise and Johannes. They are leaving for Germany now and it feels like they are taking half of me with them. I cried for hours yesterday. Especially when they signed my yearbook. Elise and Yo were the only ones to make me cry. So far, they are the hardest goodbye.

Yo and I sat for ages yesterday just talking. I was crying, but we laughed. He told me things in that space of time which changed me. I couldn't believe it! Everything he told me was amazing! He kissed me. I missed him. So much. I had to steal a few more before he left because I love him.  Not in the thrown-around-teen-'love'-way. But in a way that I will never, ever forget him. Nor, will I have what I had with him with anyone else. He pushed me to try new things. I loved all of them. Thank you Johannes W. for everything.

Elise... My best friend from the start. We had some rough times, but we could never stay mad longer than a few minutes. We have so many memories to share. Walking through Hinchingbrooke. Watching movies. Baking. Covering each others faces in mix. Eating sweets. Eating giant pretzels. Laughing at stupid things. Going to school dances. Neon Night! Cottilian! She looked beautiful at homecoming. Elise was there for me through thick and thin. I could cry to her. She could cry to me. I will see her again and they know I will. Thank you Elise W. for everything.

I'm going to try and sleep again now...

SophieEleonore. xx

Finally!

Hooray! After two afternoons of being sat in the library typing up blogs, I have them all written from the last week! Yes! Accomplished! Not much interesting has happened the past few days, so there isn't really much to write about. Apart from one thing which was fun, that will be my post today! Then how about another, how I feel about the move? Yeah? I have to, I only have 13 days left in England!

So, the big event was my day, then night, with Elise. She came down to base at 11, as we''d decided we'd hang out. To start off with we wandered to the other half of the base's housing to see if we could figure out where Devante lives. We couldn't. So we went back to TLF to use the computers. When we were coming out, we bumped into Chris, Xavier and Miles. We thought we'd hang out with them for a bit, and ended up spending the rest of the day with them.

We were at the park next to TLF pretty much the whole time, apart from when we went to the BX to buy some more plastic bubbles. Those things were so much fun! You blow the bubble up, but then you can touch it and mess with it and stuff. They come it different colours too! Its was fun!

When Elise's mum came to pick us up, we said goodbye, and ran off. When we got to Elise's, we thought we'd go to the skate park, but the cricket team was practising on the field, so we couldn't. Then we thought we'd knock for Ariel, but she was doing homework. So we ended up, in Elise's back garden, making daisy chains. they were super cute! Then Sophia, Elise's little sister, came outside, and I put some flowers in her braid. She is such a cutie! I want to steal her away!

Ariel came round when she was finished and we all messed around in the front garden. Then, when Sophia had to go in, we three walked to Hinchingbrooke Park for the evening, it was a nice walk around, and we played and talked and scared each other, as teenagers do. We laughed at some of the slut who walked through and got some dirty looks, but it was all worth it!

When we went back, Ariel went back to hers and Elise and I decided to make Jelly. It didn't work. Oh well. We also watched a movie, but Elise got bored off it so we Urban Dictionary'ed our names and random words, then she fell asleep. I was still wide awake though so i checked facebook and some other things.

Well, Sam has walked off, I better go and find him!

SophieEleonore. xx

Suncream Would Be Nice (May 25)

Today, Sam, Nanna, Peter and I went to the beach. I wore my swimming stuff and shorts so I could tan and swim. Unfortunately, there was a nasty wind blowing which meant it was too cold to swim. However, being sat in the shelter of some rocks, it was nice enough to tan. So, while Sam dug a whole, caught fish, and flew the kite, Nan and Peter went for a stroll and I lapped up the sun. I regretfully didn't put any suncream on though. Now I'm rubbing lotion on to stop it peeling!

Once Nan and Peter returned, Sam and I decided to build a castle. Don't hate. We had fun and my poor back got more sun. I flew the kite for a bit, then we went for lunch in Bamburgh Castle. It was the first time any of us had been inside. We looked around the rooms, my favourite was the Great Hall. Don't know why though...

For lunch, I forgot to say, I had a crab sandwich and a prawn one. Let me explain! I didn't eat two! Nan got crab, I got prawn and we split - half and half. I have been craving crab since I went to Xavier's and they were eating it.

We ate, looked around the castle then... Ice-cream. Bubblegum Ice-cream. It was delicious, once it was all gone, we drove to the little wooden toy shop. Its cute, i made a bracelet, it says 'BITE:)ME' it was 2.60 with a leather band. I also got a cats cradle, I haven't seen one since primary school! I still remember all the patterns, its great!

Golly, my back is sore.

SophieEleonore. xx